October 5, 2008
four in the morning
it's four a.m. and i'm still up. this is a problem. i am excited for sunday's general conference sessions, so it would be the pits to sleep through them! i guess i'm just overwhelmed thinking about all the things i need to do, all the things i should be doing, and planning more ways i can procrastinate doing them. isn't it horrible being human? i want to be perfect, and yet i know perfectly well that i'm am very far from it. i need to stop being lazy ... or busy? ... and just step up to the plate! there will always be a million of things to do and not enough time to do them, so it's best if i learn now how to handle life with its many ups, downs, turn-arounds, and all that's in-between.